My life is such a roller coaster nowadays. And just like in the real roller coaster, you can’t do anything properly. You’ll just focus on using your hands to hold the grip, close your eyes, dzikir deep in your heart. In short, you’ll try to survive.
This is exactly how i describe my condition right now.
I cant do anything, i mean really anything, in a good and proper manner. I find it hard to concentrate on my study. I find it hard to finish all my obligations. And because of that, I have disappointed some people, some friends.
Ive never been in this condition. Im such in the lowest point of my life. This nadir point. I need to be fixed up.
Allah, please, give Your guidance. Help, i need help.